I don't believe that the word of 'special'. When people give me that word, I would never taken that in my heart. I refuse it ! There are many tricks with that word. But I know I am different than many others. We are all different but I am also different. So many times I try to learn the way of how other people think and live normally. Because I don't want to make people surprise and give myself another embarrassing moments. And it is not funny to say this seriously. We are born not by our choosing will, ain't we?
